Y .Monday, June 29, 2009.
feel bored that is why come up to post... since how long i never post le, think alot of my friends stop reading my blog due to i AFK more then a month, i now working @ Great world city to me a dim sum shi fu~ haha! just finish my first week of work and i dun think alot of people will like this job unless you like it cuz is damn damn tired and dirty, for ex. try to put you arm into a big chunk of chicken legs(nails not cut 1 hor, 100% raw and oily plus frozen and soak them in water) mix them around so that they can defroze for 10min, it kills. this is call Normal, dun wan to say anything more crazy due to someone will be reading this blog while eating his/her supper, haha! I just learn how to make ha mi gua sago,mango bu din and yang zi gan lu~ also, learning how to make ha gao and cha sao su~ not forgetting the best dan ta~ haha~ going crazy soon as you need to stand 10 hour a day and work 6 days a week, so off day will be more on rest then going out.
Today went to see transformer, not bad! dun mind watching it again. haha~
If you cannot keep a promise, please dun make 1, it really like people feel f up, haiz, i dunno how many time i find it that way le, getting more and more use to it, just tell myself chill and relx. That is what i can do @ my part. Sometime really will ask myself, what am i to her? If you ask me i love her anot? i can say i really do, but sometime i just dun feel i am needed, she can anytime sms me ask me how am i, but when i call or sms her, like talking to god like that, i am human, i need care and concern, i need someone i love to sms me on my first day of work and ask how am i, i need her at least reply my sms even after a day, i only have a day off a week, can you just meet me for awhile? i dun ask for much, 1-2 hour that is all i need. You always tells me you are busy, but how busy can one person is? you dun even have time to reply a sms or even sms me after my miss call? how long will it take? 5min the most? to show that at least you care about me, not everything i do it one sided, i am not like last time when we first meet, that time i dun have anything on my shoulder, i can skip work for you, f care friends and family, now i am working my fulltime le, i dun really have much time for myself, i even stay awake to call you cuz you tell me that call you after 10, even if i am super tired, cuz i care for you, but where is my care and concern when i needed you the most? Haiz, do you still have me inside you heart anot? You never show anything to prove to me, not even after school and meet me for a short 15min, i dun mind going down from boonlay to east side just to see you for 15min, i really dont, but why cann't you find time just to meet me for awhile? haiz. I am tired.
Y .Thursday, April 09, 2009.
Alive and kicking~ now in office nothing much to do waiting for sam to come up lol. anyway~ alot of things is happening at my side, one day i will update it all~ haha~ but now abit no mood to think~ lol, just saying hi to all, those who always sms or msn me tell me to update blog, i update for the sick of you all la haha~ that is all i will update. I recently meet someone that will give me the feeling that i long lost, i dunno what will happen next or there will be nothing between us, but i am willing to give it a try, haha. lame right~
